August 03, 2004
*sigh*
I miss singing.
I put together a CD around this time last year to sing to when I was walking home from work--kind of a great way to vent your frustrations by singing mix. It's got stuff from Godspell, Rags, Miss Saigon, Gypsy, Rent, Hercules--yes the Disney one, and a few others. It's making me want to just belt stuff out. I can't though, not only because the other two people inhabiting this living space are asleep, but because long ago the stupid Self Consciousness won out and I just don't sing in front of other people--or when I know other people might be able to hear me. I miss it. I used to sing all the time.... not as much as some of my friends, but a fair amount. I was in Choir and apparently people thought I wasn't half bad.
Stupid Self Consciousness. It's so hard to sit here and listen to all this great stuff and not sing my lungs out.
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