February 28, 2004

Ska-rew classical music. No, not really. I actually do like some classical, but for some reason my brain thinks better with the likes of Creed and Linkin Park. For some reason the heavier rougher style of this music gets my brain all a'thinkin'.... which is good because I need it to think right now. The fun part and kind of sucky part about being me is that I am curious about nearly everything. I know that sounds like a good thing, and sometimes it really is, but other times this curiosity is a huge pain in the ass. I start out looking up one thing because I have a question that I need to answer. That answer leads me to another question and so on and so forth until before I know it I am twelve steps away from where I need to be and nowhere near a coherent answer to the question I started out trying to answer. Sometimes being me is like living in the midst of a huge domino effect that I just can't quite keep up with. It's exciting and intruiging to see just where I'll end up. It is also a little scary because the entire time I'm exploring I am thinking about all the things I actually need to be doing or should be doing. I have turned procrastination into high and holy art, and it all started out with trying to keep on task. Ain't life grand?