February 04, 2004

Late Tired Thoughts

Time: 12:20 am Music: Michelle Branch, The Spirit Room Reading: Almost done with Michael J Fox's Lucky Man TV: Off Other Stats: Tired, sleepy, worn out, droopy I'm tired and I've had a Beatles medley in my head all night. This is medley is not unwelcome. I like the Beatles. John Lennon is one of my more prominent influences of my life. But you know.... it does not help an evening go faster when you have the song "I'm So Tired" in your head. Long days and hard days have become something totally different for me since Abbott died. A day can be long but not too bad, and a day can go by so quickly that I feel like I missed half of it, but it will have been a hard day. Today was a hard day. I have ups and downs, easy days and hard days and on the Richter scale of easy-hard today was probably a 7. Not earth shattering but enough to cause others to worry and pity which is annoying. But I'm not complaining. The hard days make me appreciate the easier days more. Okay I am going to stop this entry before it gets too Chicken Soupy and I give myself a cavity. Plus I really want to finish my book. I'll write something thoughtworthy soon.