Hmmness

Is it living if you just sit and surf online all day? Is it living if you go to work, come home and watch tv every evening? I guess to some it is, but to others (like me) it just seems like maybe there is something more out there... that something more satisfying is just waiting for us to come and discover it. Wouldn't it be nice if we knew what it was so that we could find it more quickly? Some of us will spend our whole lives looking for that idea, that activity, that state of living that brings us the ultimate satisfaction. Then there are those who just seem to know it and have known it and have never doubted it, ever. Bastards. See the thing is, I'm not really a social person. I don't know if this is because most of my day is spent in the public having to interact with hundreds of people on a daily basis... well at least forty or fifty. Maybe tomorrow I'll keep track. Anyway, I spend so much time catering to other people (even when they irritate me immensely) that by the time I get to go home, the idea of being in the presence of another living being is so annoying that I actually do hide away in my room for a little while before even dealing with my roommate. Are there other people who are like this too? I don't know. I'm just musing randomly while I try to decide whether or not to just go to bed or to watch a movie.